Hey friends and iland users i am back after a hiatus of almost a year....

hope u all are doing good.....

my good wishes are always with u ppl...

terii Khushbuu kaa pataa karatii hai mujh pe ehasaan havaa karatii hai shab kii tanhaa_ii me.n ab to aksar guftaguu tujh se rahaa karatii hai dil ko us raah pe chalanaa hii nahii.n jo mujhe tujh se judaa karatii hai zindagii merii thii lekin ab to tere kahane me.n rahaa karatii hai us ne dekhaa hii nahii.n varnaa ye aa.Nkh dil kaa ehavaal kahaa karatii hai beniyaaz-e-kaaf-e-dariyaa angusht ret par naam likhaa karatii hai shaam pa.Date hii kisii shaKhs kii yaad kuuchaa-e-jaa.N me.n sadaa karatii hai mujh se bhii us kaa hai vaisaa hii suluuk haal jo teraa ana??? karatii hai dukh huaa karataa hai kuchh aur bayaa.N baat kuchh aur huaa karatii hai abr barase to inaayat us kii shaaKh to sirf duaa karatii hai masalaa jab bhii uThaa chiraaGo.n kaa faisalaa sirf havaa karatii hai 

I carry you in my heart
A simple reminder to me
Of a fact that I love you
No matter where I may be
This love is magic
But it isn't a lucky charm
It isn't there to help me
In everything I do wrong
It's not there for identification
For all the world to see
It's simply an understanding
Between my love and me
When I put my hands on my heart
To bring out the mamories
My love is there to remind me
Of the love it has to give
So, I carry my love inmy heart
Reminding no one but me
That you are the love of my life
Both now and forever you shall be

Manzar hai vahii jinhe tak rahii huu.n
Hairat se palak jhapak rahii huu.n

Ye tuu hai ke meraa vaham hai
Band aa.nkho.n se tujh ko tak rahii huu.n

Jaise ke kabhii na thaa taarruf
Yuu.n milate hue jhijhak rahii huu.n

Pahachaan mai.n terii roshanii huu.n
Aur terii palak palak rahii huu.n

Kyaa chain milaa hai sar jo us ke
Shaano.n pe rakhe sisak rahii huu.n

Ik umr hu_ii hai Khud se la.dte
Ander se tamaam thak rahii huu.n

Par phir bhi Umeed teri karti hoo.n
Hai hairat ke Patthar se sar patak rahi hoo.n

MANZILIEN UNHI KO MILTI HAIN
JINKE KHAWABON MEIN JAAN HOTI HAI
PANKHON SE KUCH NAHI HOTA
HOSLOAN SE PARWAZ HOTI HAI

Hard to Say Goodbye......

I spread my wings
And I learn how to fly.
I know I leave you
But I must say goodbye.

My body’s not there,
You cannot see.
But you gave me a gift,
Just by loving me.

My journey ends,
Come what may.
But I know I will see you
One sweet day.

So do not cry,
Do not shed a tear.
I am with you always,
I am always near

Look in your heart
And there I will be,
Loving you always
And will for eternity.

Vo rulakar ha.Ns na paayaa der tak
Jab main rokar muskuraayaa der tak

Bhuulanaa chaahaa agar us ko kabhii
Aur bhii vo yaad aayaa der tak

Gun_gunaataa jaa rahaa thaa ik faqiir
dhuup rahatii hai naa saayaa der tak

Hi....to all friends,
I read all the comments i got on my last blog.
Yes I lost my father but comparatively  at much younger age when I was 19.

My blog is the pain i always felt in my heart for losing the most precious part of my life.
Thanx for ur concern.....may GOD bless u all...
Lines i love to dedicate to my FATHER
"no matter whatever i do......
DAD i shall always be indebted to U"

I did not weep when my father died.
The pain and heartache,held
inside.
There were no teardrops from
my eyes.
but my soul was screaming to the skies.
Mourners gathered,offering
sympathy,
for one who meant so much to me.
I sat and watched this sad parade,
that family and friends to
the coffin made.
I focused on that precious
man,
who consoled,and inspired as no other can.
I could not fathom,that from
now on,
my beloved father was forever gone.
I remembered how loving he could be.
He sacrificed daily for his family.
He was so proud of my brother and me.
The look on his face,so
joyful to see.
If this had proven,only a dream,
this desolation,would never
have been.
Acceptance will come,as it
must,
for these tragic losses,one must adjust.
My father will live in my memory.
No force on earth,can take that from me.